December 2009
Inseperable
thosewatermelonsmiles:
I miss you like fucking crazy, I just want to be back in your arms.
who ever dared to separate the inseparable will DIE FOR THIS
get me the hell out of here
i want to go home, to be with you, to secure my sanity
“saints protect her now”
all i want for christmas
is you <3
my way home is through you
they’re gonna medicate your lives, you were always born a crime, we salute you in your grave. can’t find my way home, but it’s through you and i know, what i’d do just to get back in her arms, can’t find my way home, but it’s through you and i know, what i’d do just to get back in her arms
thosewatermelonsmiles:
Save up all the days A routine malaise Just like yesterday I told you I would stay
heads first for halos
well let’s go back to the middle of the day that starts it all i can’t begin to let you know just what i’m feelin’. and now the red ones make me fly, and the blue ones help me fall, and I think I’ll blow my brains against the ceiling. and as the fragments of my skull begin to fall, fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts.
its amazing how talking to my bestfriend for such short of time made me happy, i wish it could have lasted longer.
i love you, and miss you <3
thosewatermelonsmiles:
my dear, i miss you like you wouldnt believe.
<3
thosewatermelonsmiles:
today i was really not looking forward to, the day my best friend went on holidays for 16 days. i know you might be thinking 16 days thats nothing but to me its like forever. i went to the city again but this time without her i sat in the same place we had lunch but she wasnt by my side, yer i have nostalgic thoughts. the upside today was that i got a holga camera, my...
heaven help us
while spitting out the blood and screaming, “someone save us!” heaven help us now, come crashing down we’ll hear the sound, as you’re falling down. and will you pray for me? or make a saint of me? and will you lay for me? or make a saint of?
cause I’ll give you all the nails you need. cover me in gasoline. wipe away those tears of blood again. and the punchline to the...
im leaving tomorrow
i was anticipating on a funeral for when i come home, but looks like im going to have to go through with the nostalgia, sleepless nights of wondering if you’ll be okay, agrophobic days because i wont see your face, canabolistic thoughts because my heart aches. im coming home i promise, i’ll be with you.
Today ♥
thosewatermelonsmiles:
today i went to the city with my best friend, it was really awsome. she took my asian photobooth virginity, i now have a fear of asian photobooths, thought it was still fun. we looked around shops and had sushi and 50c cones and frozen cokes and i found a shop that has the camera i want. we waled around in cirlcles for ages and laughed about so much, oh how you make me...
so long and goodnight,
off to attempt to get some sleep. city tomorrow with shyanne dearest ♥
“With insomnia, nothing’s real. Everything’s far away. Everything’s a copy of a...”
shy_shy_gurl@hotmail.com says (7:51 PM): Eheh i decided to come on msn wether the net is slow or not cause i ddont have much time left with you awwwh. i love you bestfriend, so so cute i just want to eat you all up.
anxiety- it just sits heavy in your gut like something mocking who you are.
tomorrow
i am seeing my best friend :D we are going into town and are going to walk around and look at cool stuff, grab lunch and ima take her asian-photobooth virginity awaaay. we shall has lots of fun. and i am going to miss her terribly as this is the last time i will see her for 16 days ): we’ll make the most of it.
shyanne me loves you so much, and can’t wait to hang out tomorrow.
Tired
thosewatermelonsmiles:
I can’t even remember what day it is
i can barely even remember what im still doing here
thosewatermelonsmiles:
me and my best friend are totes cool, i mean talking bout our phones loosing there virginities is cool isnt it? and our phones having different affairs with different phones?
cause this is just one of the everyday things people talk about right? ehehe love you shyanne ♥
brisbane fails
been ringing up stores about dr. martens.. havent got the ones i want in stock anywhere -___-
if only..
shyanne and i think it would be cool to visit england together. eheh. where we can wear coats and scarves and enjoy our surroundings :D
i love my bestfriend
we tried to have an awkward convo just for kicks, to see how long we could pull one off for. it failed.
eheh i love her <3
we are the very hurt you sold
and what’s the worst you take, from every heart you break. and like the blade you stain, well I’ve been holding on tonight
on monday
ima taking shyannes asian photobooth virginity away ehehe
“singing songs that make you slit your wrists. it isnt that much fun, starring...”
i'm scared
perhaps im more agoraphobic than i first thought.
thosewatermelonsmiles:
dearkaylah:
help! me and shyanne are drowning in cheesyness ehehe. i love chu shyanne <3
yers someone call a lifesaver and bring your floaties, theres alot of cheese.
i love you to kaylah
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you. I don’t feel so alone. As many times as I blink I’ll think of you - tonight. I’ll think of you tonight.
i aspire to be a professional air guitarist.
-______-
baman piderman - tell da joke
thosewatermelonsmiles:
dearkaylah:
what do you get when you eat all da potatoes?
… dere all gone! ehehe
eheheh
baman piderman - pwactise da counting →
my favourite
dont stop, if i fall, and dont look back. oh baby dont stop, bury me and fade to black.
thosewatermelonsmiles:
dearkaylah:
thosewatermelonsmiles:
your in sydney for christmas and new years ayye kaylah?
i …. dunno really, whens new years?
-___-…. the first……… tehehe
this is how i disappear
can you hear me cry out to you? Words I thought I’d choke on figure out. i’m really not so with you any more. I’m just a ghost, so I can’t hurt you anymore, so i can’t hurt you anymore. and now you wanna see how far down i can sink? let me out! so you can well now so you can I’m so far away from you. well now so you can.
and without you is how i disappear.
im coming home to you, so long as you’ll be waiting
wait until it fades to black
city with bestfriend monday ♥
thosewatermelonsmiles:
me and my best friend are so cool, were arguing edumicating each other about super heros.
yeah, well you prooved me to be a total dummy eheh. i laav you
my mum told me not to cry when my tumblarity goes down -_________-
abcdefgay:
gerad way :D
For what you did to me, and what i’ll do to you. You’ll get what everyone else gets, you’ll get a LIFETIME… im taking back the life you stole.
he’s so dark and powerful and he looks like candy and i just want to eat him all up nom nom nom nom nom.
dear someone, please make my funeral as epic as... →
thosewatermelonsmiles:
abcdefgay:
dearkaylah:
helena ♥
i would but im not planning your funeral any time soon, right?
id totes sing and play helena on guitar for anyones cool funeral
shyanne you’re in charge of super cool music for my funeral. and chelsea you’re the funeral planner kay, decorate it as epic as you can.
dear someone, please make my funeral as epic as... →
helena ♥
thosewatermelonsmiles:
dearkaylah:
thosewatermelonsmiles:
dearkaylah:
thosewatermelonsmiles:
please dont ask why my legs smell or taste like lemon.
because you’d think shyanne and i are quite odd.
but really you’d be the odd one for licking our limbs.
what i wanted to see if i tasted lemonyish
i just tried it and forgot i had exma cream on it to, horrible taste blaah.
awh i...
thosewatermelonsmiles:
please dont ask why my legs smell or taste like lemon.
because you’d think shyanne and i are quite odd.